Lots and lots of changes happening for me at the moment. I accepted the position as a sales rep Starting September 1. Excited and scared to begin this journey, But I believe it will be worth it. Well it will be because my pay was dropped significantly, since I will now be commissioned based.
As part of this transition I will be moving in with my sister and her husband and family. This is going to be a gigantic change. I have been living on my own for so long, that im not sure what it will be like to live with people again. I am excited to hangout with my nieces and nephews. I love those little stinkers. I just have to get out of the frame of mind of being a bit of a loner. They will want my attention.
Especially my little mini me. It will be a great transition. I think?? I will be saving money, they will be gaining more income. All and all a huge win. Now about those Damn spiders...
One of the things that I am learning through all of this is sometimes change and growth happens without people growing or changing with you. I am seeing this day in and day out.
I have, Not on purpose offended a few people. They dont understand why I no longer hang out with them,
Dont relate to their plight. Its because Im changing. Growing and doing what is best for me. I sometiimes feel bad but have realized that I cant be mama hen to everyone. Only to myself.
This last weekend was quite and eye opening experience for me. People that ive considered friends, Really arent. This makes me sad, Im trying to not shut down. Part of me kinda wants too. I need to not do it, and I wont but it is very tempting to go back into hermit mode.
Onward and upward....next chapter here I come.
As part of this transition I will be moving in with my sister and her husband and family. This is going to be a gigantic change. I have been living on my own for so long, that im not sure what it will be like to live with people again. I am excited to hangout with my nieces and nephews. I love those little stinkers. I just have to get out of the frame of mind of being a bit of a loner. They will want my attention.
Especially my little mini me. It will be a great transition. I think?? I will be saving money, they will be gaining more income. All and all a huge win. Now about those Damn spiders...
One of the things that I am learning through all of this is sometimes change and growth happens without people growing or changing with you. I am seeing this day in and day out.
I have, Not on purpose offended a few people. They dont understand why I no longer hang out with them,
Dont relate to their plight. Its because Im changing. Growing and doing what is best for me. I sometiimes feel bad but have realized that I cant be mama hen to everyone. Only to myself.
This last weekend was quite and eye opening experience for me. People that ive considered friends, Really arent. This makes me sad, Im trying to not shut down. Part of me kinda wants too. I need to not do it, and I wont but it is very tempting to go back into hermit mode.
Onward and upward....next chapter here I come.
